Hello again!

hey hey hey long time no post ><

how am I? am I good? am I okay?

hmm hmmm  I think I'm not.

actually I have many things to tell but there won't enough space for carrying each character of my story hahahahaha

after few months I disappeared for any postings,

I had a new journey of my life hahaha.

some were good and the rest were bad.

sekarang sedang dalam keadaan yang sangat dilematisasi karena sering ditinggal pacar huhuhu.

sekarang sang pacar benar-benar dalam dunia per-skripsiannya.

bangun pagi, one good morning text.

siangnya, if he had time he would text me and if he didn't so there would no any text.

sorenya, he will announce me that he already in his course so it's  such a notification that I'm not allowed for bothering him.

daaaaaaaan malamnya, he will arrive at home lately, and with his remaining power, we'll have some texts and then....... he oversleep.

day passed by and it's still going on till today.

and yaaaaa it's one big reason why we like to fight lately.

you said I didn't understand you and I said you didn't understand me.

we like to blame each other and yeah actually I always be the one who started the fight -,-

I'm sorry it's just so hard for me to get through this condition :(

dulu bisa sering-sering cerita kegiatan sehari-hari tapi sekarang mesti ngumpulin beberapa cerita buat diceritakan pas ketemu ataupun telfonan.

ada baiknya juga sih jadi kalo ketemu banyak pembahasan nyahahahah

do I feel lonely?

hmm of course I DO.

mengalami dilematisasi harus bersikap bagaimana.

memang satu-satunya jawaban ya ngedukung dia, nyemangatin dan ga bertingkah aneh-aneh.

but it's soooooooooooooooo hard.

hari-hari yang biasanya diisi dengan smsnya sekarang mendadak hening.

waktu buat jalan & ketemuan pun semakin jarang dikarenakan dia yang bener-bener lagi ngejar target buat cepet wisuda.

huffffffft sepinya hidup ini T_T

buat ngalihinnya sekarang lagi heboh nonton film.

sibuk ngopi film dari abbas (wkwkwkwk) dan nonton dirumah serasa ga ada tugas padahal beribu tugas besar udah numpuk.

yaaa sebagai pengalihan perhatian kalo ga terasa amat nungguin smsnya kalo udah sampe rumah *kan khawatir juga kan*

do I miss him?
of course I DO.

I DO MISSING HIM SO SO SO MUCH.

cepat-cepatlah tamat abangggg, atau setidaknya cepatlah seminar hasil sama sidang meja hijaunya.

aku mendukungmu kok ;D

nanti kalo udah wisuda usahain kerjanya di medan yaaaaaaa.

karenaaaaaaaaaaaaa ini aja rasanya udah berat, gimana lagi kalo udah LDR :(

*oke salah fokus, ceritanya terlalu jauh*

baiklah sekian dulu cerita hari ini. 

sebenernya banyak sekali yang mau diceritain tapi yang keinget sekarang cuman buat nyeritain ini.

nanti ya tunggu cerita-cerita selanjutnya muehehehehe :3